Well,back again to let you know how things are in my world.
On March 7th,2005, I decided to be daring and used my walker to go into the kitchen,Wow! that was not so good idea. My legs gave out and I fell on the ceramic floor, breaking my hip. I was home alone, on the floor for two hours before I could drag my body into my bedroom. It hurt like hell.
I saw my doctor that night and after he examined, he said "Oh, I think you just bruised yourself,you will feel better in a couple of days".That night I went through sheer agony, and the next morning called an ambulance.After being seen by a Surgeon, I was told I had a bad break in my hip and needed surgury, pronto!
After spending a month in the hospital, I was only too happy to get home.
It's been a long haul but I think I will finally make it.
So take it from me, its not worth trying to do what we could do before.This is our life, and we might as well make do with what we have.And again I stress,"TOGETHER WE CAN".
I am trying to sound like a martyr, just trying to stay sane. As many of you know, we shed lots of tears, but when the going gets tough, the TOUGH GET GOING.
Well the tough has to get going again, I am going in for surgury next Monday to have a total hip replacement, as the first surgury that was done in March 2005, did not take.Woe! I can't take much more of this.
Life Sucks!
July 2007- another new development in my wonderous life....I now am single.
My Husband of 38 years just could not handle the MS or actually handle any stress, so he asked me for a divorce. I left my house and found a nice apartment (been here just over a year ) so, I am adjusting better than I ever had in the last few years.
The house has sold, I have decided to stay here for now.Maybe, later I will see what I want to do with my life. Probably move as far away as I can from here.
Sorry, I am venting right now.
In Closing,for now!
Thank you for letting me share this with you as I know there are many of you out there, going through the same ordeal. It has taken a long time for me to share these feelings and the events that brought me here.I still get angry,and say "its not fair". But I have left that "Bedroom World" and found a new and brighter place-THE INTERNET!
May You Find Peace From What I have Shared With You.
I will write more when I am able to sit longer at the computer, untill then"Be Well, and Hang in there".
GOD BLESS!
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